every picture is a story

Why do i hide myself behind those lenses? Why do i prefer other imaginary people life than my own? Is that because i don’t love my life?

No, this is not true. I love my life, but it is a life of an observer. I am a Muppet master, taking their picture and imagining their life, i am trying to make their life known. I am wrong most of the time but who cares about being wrong, at least i tried. For a few minutes, I am them, I feel them, I see them. My lens is my vision into them. I love them, they are all fantastic and have so many things to tell, to teach us and they try hard to reach us. I am the catalyst of that process, the essential elements of the creation process but not part of the raw element nor the product. I love my life and those people are my life and I love all of them. Human take over please, let’s get fucked up and tell all of them what they don’t want to hear, what they secretively wish to feel but can’t because they don’t know how to.

Who am i fooling seriously ? Why their life what about my own ? People tell me not to be angry, it’s easy. All those women i loved took everything from me, if not my money my soul, my hopes, my strength, yet can i stop to love? No can’t do. No self-pity for fuck sake. You can be angry, you can be like the girl you objectified with your camera / she is right to be angry, you are an ass… you don’t respect, you use all of them for your own benefit. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE? Do you even know what you are doing….loving stupidly, inconsequently, unaware, dumb selfish love… You say you hate dogs because of the unconditional love, but you are no different… Always falling for it, she will be different, then when you wake up one sore day, you are going back to this dream where you find peace looking at the barrel of a gun, finding peace in unsubstantial substance. You have very strong weaknesses, you are a lover and a fighter but the world doesn’t need those anymore. Go back to your fucking stupid lenses and words, just die without bothering the rest of us. She was right, you fucking psycho….

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